What can you do now? Do you have limited budget for your existence, and you are not sure what to do? Is there anything you would like to change around you? You are probably not alone. There are others like you. Meet them, find them, talk, come up with ideas. I personally would suggest you to contact some humans. Don't start with famous professors and philosophers. Instead, reach out to a normal human. A student, an IT professional, person from Bosnia, maybe a mom, an accountant, builder, unemployed, a wannabe YouTuber, or a niche local artists. The more niche, the better; the more likely it is they will see you and that they will listen.